Monday, June 9, 2008

The Episcopal Church

When I was in the hospital this last time I got a visit from Fr. Jason Alexander. I knew Jason a little bit several years ago and now he's a priest at the cathedral. For a long time I've been, well, afraid to go to church. I find myself being pulled back and it feels safe and comfortable.

I feel good today even though this fever won't go away. I have some energy and I'm going to do some things around the house.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

A Good Day

This has been a good day. Two of my best friends stopped by to visit. I'm not in a lot of pain. I feel happy. Thanks!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Raining and pouring

Entergy came to turn off the electricity but we were able to have to rest of the day to come up with the money. We're down to crackers and canned tuna. How did everything go so wrong so fast? I'm not suicidal thinking my husband would be better off without me. At least if I died he'd get the life insurance and a way out of this hole.

God we need help. We've never turned away a friend or stranger in need. Please help us now.

Small things

I was actually able to leave the house yesterday. DH took me to the library (which has lots of comfy chairs) and fetched books for me. Then we went to Target and I drove the little scooter while we picked up a few necessities. Small things matter.